26.12.04

it nv happened...as i hope it would

MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!
went for a shopping spree...suppose to...wif liting..hehe...wanted to buy some
received a msg from him...realise tat he's in sg
t-shirts de..but end up she's da one buying da most..n i onli got 1 tat i didnt
always tot tat i could get him off my heart
really intend to get..


suppose to meet up at 1pm..haha..but she got up late..but but..i was da one late
but guess....it kinda didnt really happen as i hope it would
again..=P sry gal...!! mum lar..wan me help her to carry da bucket of water
he wanted to meet up...but i didnt haf da courage to...
where she haven even got it ready when i was abt to go out..so i haf to wait for
really scare tat da feelings will gush out after seeing him
her to fill da dumb bucket..than carry down..than rush to bedok mrt to meet
sometings r better not said...best to be kept in da heart
her..went bugis 1st..than didnt really got wat we wanted..so we went to far
sometings jus dun change as ppl tot it would
east...than she got some for herself n her sis..than we decided to go back bugis
i've tried so hard...but...but..i jus couldnt get da feel again
again..coz i cant help tinking of da helicopter shirt tat we saw at bugis..n onli
am i nt trying hard enough..??
da 1 there got da colour shirt tat i wan..so we headed back...but in da end..i
hw i wish i could jus get on wif my life...find da 1 for me
didnt get da shirt..=/ coz i didnt really like da material..haha..than went back
i need some1 to mend my broken heart
town..coz i mtg kai they all there for dnr..tks liting for acc me take train go
i wanted to see him...i kept tinking hw is he
orchard..sry for nt hafing dnr wif u...= (


met kai cy jamie n mike...didnt really know wat to eat..so we walk here walk
but nw tat i haf a chance..i dun wish i wan to
there..survey here n there...than ended up @ spegaddies @ paragon...coz me n
can i really face him..??
kai wanted to haf some pasta..hehe..nice food..quite like it..though bit ex..but
i cant take it again...its too...hurting...=~(
didnt haf tat kind of fd for sometime le..so its ok..didnt get my tees also..after
sometimes..i jus..tings could be jus like it use to be
which..went to drink coffee..as usual..than we went to cc @ california
but..i know..tings can nv be da same again..ever...
there...haha..saw da dumb garlic prawn pasta tat mike wanted to eat @ cc
y is it so hard to forget abt him...?
paragon but didnt haf it there tats y we went to eat someting else..hehe...=P


had a great them wif them..hehe..coz haven seen them for so long..almost tot
WHY..!!??
they forgot abt me le..hehe..jus kidding..i know u peps still haf me...haha..=D
is there really an answer...??
oh well..gonna go get my blades tmr..hehe..coz mum n dad decided to sponser
......
me after pissing me off in da god damn morning us to ask me to clean up my
......
rm...HELLO..!!?? its early in da morning n i like my peace..watching da tv
......
quietly...!! haiz..nvm..


going to watch extended features from da lotr dvds tat my sis bought..ciaoz..!!

p/s: still wasnt able to get da dumb calender planner tat i like..!!


i still love him....like i use too...??

Posted by dotsux at 12/26/2004 01:44:00 am